I don't understand

Want be posting much on here after this Iam just really angry and don't understand, why people think it is okay to do me any kind of way are talk to me any
kind of way and Iam just really sick and tired of it& infact it shows me the devil is real& he has evil people on earth who works for him, and this is where I start to question God. Two weeks ago a ex of mine I hadn't talk to in years comes calling me saying here his number go, and to call him I should've followed my first thought and never wrote it down. Just to see what he had to say I text him and he called me later that day, and from there we had been talking day and night early morning text and everything &when life started to beat him up and he threatened to end it all I was the one up until one and two in the morning calming him down. Him and his brother stayed getting into it, and I calm him down from that he talk all kinds of crap about how he wants this and that with me wanting me to have his kids and etc I kinda just laughed it off something in me still wouldnt let me trust him 100% plus he a very moody bipolar person. I question now was this God that answered my prayers from years ago, but all signs point to it being the devil and the calls stop texts unanswered and him ignoring me.
I know it has to do with another stupid woman whom he has talked into taking care of him, only thing that hurts is he bothered me for what to lie more and do evil crap only adding more karma to his already jacked up life. Another selfish ****** that brings drama into my life, causing more anxiety and stress I don't get why me and Iam good to people the thanks I get for trusting people with nothing.

SNH,

When someone contacts us from our deep past and we haven't had contact with them at all in ages, especially if it's someone we were on intimate terms with,......more often than not, it's because *they* are in a negative place, and because *we* are sensitive people who are susceptible to being *allowing*....we're on their list.

It isn't personal against you, this is the problem of the other person. Your willingness to spend so much time and energy on someone who is not even an active part of your current life enables them to use you for their own machinations.

I sincerely encourage you to consider,...at least consider,....blocking that # entirely so you cannot send or receive calls or texts, and will not sit up wondering and waiting if this person who has been a stranger is trying to use you again.

It's not the Devil in my opinion,....it sounds like a person who has little moral fortitude, may be passive-aggressive, takes advantage of others, and from what you said, may be emotionally unstable.

Disclaimer: I'm not a medical professional so all that stuff I wrote above is just my personal and private opinion.











M.