Posted 9/19/2014 5:51 AM (GMT 0)
I was mad last time. But really don't know where else to turn. I talk to my husband but if I'm calling myself crazy then so is he.
My stomach has been acting up a lot and it's driving me crazy. I haven't been leaving my house much and been more and more scared to eat. Been eating very minimal. Everything makes me stress on my stomach which just aggravates it more.
But I've been consumed by the thought that the world is going to take a turn for the worst. I been slowly saving batteries, hand held fans, obsessed with keeping things charged, collecting essential oils, buying field guide books on many subjects. I have this feeling like the power is seriously going to go out. I feel like it's going to be run for the hills and fend for yourself. I don't think it's going to happen soon but I really feel like it's going to happen in my lifetime. All I think about is that. I think about the world and what's been going on. All these different wars. Seems like every year these past 9 or so a new illness or disease has come up out of nowhere. And constantly creating and pushing vaccines at you. I never get the vaccines. I do if I feel it's really necessary. I think the doctors push medication too much for everything. I think we've been set up. If you look at most disorders, if you really look into them, they are typically caused by our lifestyle and diet. Were not as active anymore, people don't buy whole foods anymore because it's much cheaper to buy snacks or some other sugary substance.
This is just a tiny bit of what goes on in my thoughts. It seriously consumes my mind and the more I hear the more I start thinking. I hate the news. It tells you a small part and it's typically a lie.
Ugh. My head!!!!