Hi AC and welcome!
I am sorry to hear of your anxiety struggles...though glad to hear that you seem to be on your way towards some progress in terms of the panic attacks letting up!
Still, there are the remaining concerns, including symptoms that sound like they could possibly be depersonalization/derealization related...
...so for some great self-help ideas to get you started on relief, here is our Resources link. You'll find great information and material inside that could really be of use.:)
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
As the others mentioned, talking with your doctor for treatment options is also a priority, so make an appointment to discuss your situation if you've not done so already.
Keep talking with us as well! We understand, and support is key.:)
Scaredy Cat