Happy to say the doctor visit went very well. He was very patient, very attentive, and even though I was crying a lot!--he said 'just the right things' to encourage me...
He prescribed 10mg Prozac....and also recommended (but he left it up to me) that I have several visits with the resident counselor... I said I would be GLAD to do this...NOW...had he said "What I want you to do is...." and that would not have set as well.
I took my one a day Prozac when I got home...and even though he said it will take a number of days for it to kick in...well, lets put it this way... I am NEVER one that naps... I was tired and worn out from all the worries and anxiety, etc the last few days...AND within a few minutes of lying down: I FELL ASLEEP...I would wake up once in awhile, felt peaceful: thought: gee, this feels good...and then would go back to sleep. I am sure some of my exhaustion was worry over the visit itself and how it would go...
So...I am just hoping for the best.