Posted 12/22/2014 3:12 PM (GMT 0)
In mind, it's not just back pain, because it is on the left side of my back, I think it's my heart. AGAIN.
darn, I thought I got over this. I've had my heart checked over & over yet every little ache means a heart attack is looming...
I've been lifting boxes and moving furniture so there is a reasonable explanation for the pain. But my brain keeps trying to niggle away that it could be more than just back pain. Then I start to focus too much on this and then I wonder if my breathing is more shallow than normal...I feel like it's suffocating breathing, as though there is a cloth over my nose..
I want to be healthy and mentally okay for the upcoming holidays but it's there and I keep pushing it away...
I feel so silly.
I'm driving myself crazy.