HOPEFULLY..............

hopefully the new year is one that is less tiresome than the last. medically much improved too. but i am out of breath putting my socks on. hopefully the cpap will do the trick. karen, (getting by-moderator depression) has sourced a freebie for me. what a wonderful gift from a family member of hers not using one. they are expensive to hire and very expensive to buy. masks etc. so this is a real blessing. so as i am in australia it will be a couple of weeks till it hits here. hopefully the days will tickover to i am with my loved one again. will be working on stuff about getting over permantely. it is all about the money. hopefully i will be feeling more active. hopefully there is more positives happening. hopefully i will see you all posting here. hopefully anxiety and panic for us all becomes less problematic. i hope this for us all. i hope for positive opportunities and a reunited confidence in things. 'slow and steady wins the race'. it is just after midnight my fiance has not skyped yet. bugger, i am tired. i am playing some live jimi hendrix. vision is foggy tonight-even though glasses have been cleaned. am disasociating a bit as well. feeling complex as i put it. a bit of anxiety but using my skills to keep it at bay.

my love 2 u all. ps, can write a few lines when required!!!!

Hey HT- that is so great that a cpap is on the way! I'm sure you are going to feel a lot better using it!
I saw this once:

H.O.P.E.
Hang On Pain Ends

And so castles made of sand slips into the sea, eventually

:)

All my best

Yes, I agree, here's to hoping for a better year for all, I know mine was a struggle. I'm glad you're getting a cpap, so that's something to look forward to.

I just have one question for you......So-er Are You Experienced?

cheers guys.

LOL to jennings. :) good one.

nice stuff weary, thx for sharing.

she is currently having a feed i and i will speak with her for a bit then i will be happy to try and go to sleep. thx for the kindness.

:) hoping you are doing well.