Laziness revelation

I love S.C's first reply, that really was well put.

I also think Gigi is right on the money with being a type A personality, I've often wandered about myself am I just one lazy fool?

I think though, the illness can really wipe away that drive, because of the fear of the unknown, the fear of failing, the fear of not being the best.

I literally drove myself crazy when I did work because I was a perfectionist, I had to keep rechecking myself and then when I would get home I would go through my entire day in my mind making sure I didn't forget anything.