You ask for help right here, I'm sorry your mom is of no help to you, I wish she could understand better. I'm sorry the anxiety is getting to you, have you had a chance to read over the links in the resource thread at the top of the page yet? I highly recommend the mindfulness link, I'll post it for you here, please have a look at it.
Mindfulness Meditation
psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2013/06/03/new-to-mindfulness-how-to-get-started/#.Urr-gZ3naAIThree Minute Mindfulness Meditation Video
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