Sister feeling really bad - makes me sad

my sister just went through her 2nd chemo on monday and i guess is sicker than before and throwing up a lot and she 's already tiny. she never says anything to my mom or me about it but tells my older sister all of this. she used to be an oncology nurse - my older sister. maybe because she knows what's it like cause she's been around it. i don't know but it makes me feel left out and like she isn't able to open up to me. she goes to her dr's appts with her and i'm unable. think i'm going to take off soon and go to chemo with her.

i hate that she's going through this and i don't want to see her get smaller and smaller. she's already 105 pounds around. ugh

i've been down there the past couple of weekends and wondering if i want to go this weekend or not. i need a weekend at home but want to be there for her. i'm also bringing her something medicinal that might help her. :P

this sucks!!!!! i couldn't sleep last night thinking about her.

I'm so sorry you are going thru this, and my prayers go out to your sister. It's a hard place to be in for sure, I wish there was some magic words I could say to make it better, but sadly I can't think of any. We are here for you, and praying for your sister that she recovers from the cancer and can go on being the wonderful person I'm sure she is.

Hugs.

Hi HN

I'm sorry to hear you are going through this at the moment my thoughts and prayers are with your sister and your family.

We are here for you.

Hibee