Hate feeling this way

So I haven't left my house all day due to migraine. Right now I think it may be easing so I just took more excedrin.. I seriously feel horrible. I'm shakey I'm nauseas I'm tired..! I always wonder if there's something wrong with me that I have no idea about because I just always feel so awful everyday. I get up at 530am everyday ride hubby to work and then take my daughter to school then me and the other kids go home. Then it seems I turn right around to pick them up and where we are staying right now it is pretty far so I spend most of my day driving... But when my arm goes off everyday I just cry. I feel like I can't get up like I can't get through the day and when k do finally get up I'm forcing myself and I end up feeling beyond awful. My anxiety is out of control and my depression is weighing me down. Its been 12 years and I finally just applied for disability. I had a doctor appt scheduled with them and they just called me and cancelled it and said they got all the info they needed from my doctor. I didn't even get a chance to go in and explain. It makes me so mad. I feel awful.. Trying hard not to just break down right now because I just want to feel good. Will I ever feel good again? I'm tired of anxiety and depression and panic taking over my life I physically do not ever feel good and right now not exaggeration I feel AWFUL. A super shakey , nauseas mess. My head feels "fuzzy" I'm dizzy and my stomach hurts. On top of it all I am totally stressed out. Which makes it all 1000 times worse. I'm praying to feel better soon- it's making me so so sad & scared to be feeling this way. )-:

Lacey, your routine is stressing you, try to think about it like this, if it seems silly to you forgive me, i just want to help.

Having to do something we do not particularly want to do can cause many of us to develop much anxiety
and sometimes anger either is not good or comfortable in any case. I often wonder how we would feel if
we had just emerged from some terrible life situation, an injury, or physical sickness, would we be so
grateful to be alive that we would never complain about life's stresses? It did happen to me, while i was
incapacitated i thought a lot about what i might do if i ever was well, I am here and so grateful, when i went through my time of trial with PAD i was still determined to never let my everyday life stress me again, You will out live this Lacey and you will be happy again, Peace

Larry ***

LMA,

Continued thoughts and prayers that your migraine goes away soon.:(

Take it as easy as you can tomorrow...after you take hubs and older ones to school...rest while the little ones nap!

Use your coping skills as much as you can during this time.

Hugs and healing,

S.C.