A lot has happened and I was in an emotional wreck...I had a lot to talk about but don't know how to vent. You know when you need to get it out of your system and yet you can't? I have such a long story...I'm too tired to type about it all.
I guess what I'm saying is that life is so unpredictable and can completely take a toll on your mental and physical health. Especially when it comes to human relationships. I cried so much the past 6 months...probably more than I ever cried in my whole life. Whatever the outcome was, I am thankful for all the joy, excitement and pain I was able to feel after the many years of numbness, emptiness, and depression I went thru. Back then, I didn't have any motivation or interest in anything...even life itself. This one person changed everything...I was back to my old self again...my old self who loved life...my old self who was confident and alive. So I want to thank this person from my heart (although I will never have a chance to see this person again).
Thank you for reading this. I know I haven't posted the details...but I guess I don't have to anymore. :)