Hello EnterMyMind, I'm not sure if I have welcomed you yet or not, if not Welcome. :) Please know that you are not alone any longer, we are here for you so vent away. We do care and understand, and I look forward to getting to know you better.
Please look at the resource link that SC gave you along with the super scanner link, there is alot of resources that help with anxiety. If I can I would recommend the mindfulness video on health symptoms, I'll go grab the link and post if for you here. I love mindfulness, it helps me a great deal on bringing me back to the here and now and get out of my head. :)
12 Minute Meditation Focused on Relieving Physical Symptoms
/www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2_UfFIszkY