just need someone to talk to/reply/anything.

Well, it's very hot. I walked home from my parents, about 5 mins or so. Carrying a whole bunch of stuff, swept when I got home, grabbed some stuff for my little one. Was standing at the counter grabbing something then felt like my heart stopped, or I held my breath without noticing? Can your heart stop without you getting dizzy or blacking out? I had neither, maybe it was just a big palpitation? Either way, it was very scary. Now my anxiety is 100000%. Full on panic attack, had to take my atarax. There was no. Calming me down. Does that ever happen to anyone? I've had a 24 hour Holter and an echocardiogram for Mitral Valve Prolapse, my dr said they both came back ok. I DID forget to take my Prilosec for my GERD this morning. Could that have anything to do with it? I'm sitting here trying to calm myself down.. my husband's at work, can't come home, so that isn't making it any better...

Thanks, yea, I wasn't sure. I was concentrated on getting stamps out of my drawer in the kitchen, maybe I held my breath and didn't let it out and when I noticed I just freaked. I do that sometimes as weird as it sounds. My meds are working and breathing techniques. I don't like resorting to my meds, but this is definitely one of the worst I've had. Now all I've got is the lump in the throat, and I feel tense... and yea, I thought of googling it, but know I shouldn't. I've been doing SO GOOD the last few weeks! No meds or anything! Told my mom today "I've been doing really good" then bam... jinxed myself.. same thing happened last time I said that.. I'm done saying it, lol. Maybe it was just a nice long palpitation. Or because I was sooooo freaking hot.

It's the worst isn't it!? I've had small little skips and I've had ones that are three in a row, then ones that are like someone hit me in the chest!! I ALWAYS try and tell myself "you're have a holter, echocardiogram, you've got mitral valve prolapse but it's not that bad. The holter must of came back ok, the dr said it was, she didn't seem worried, you've had over 10 EKGS in the at 4 months, you need to calm down before you work yourself up and cause even more palpitations " which this time I did work myself anyway... sadly...

Thank you, I'm kind of alright now. Besides the palpitations I'm now getting, and feeling tense, etc. I appreciate it though. (:

Thanks. I see her monday, I'll mention it. I know my heart is ok, just scary.

Anxiety. I don't know what I'd do without it sometimes!!

Not at all. Makes everything 100% better for me. Stops the pounding heart and everything.