Hi Lucy
I am happy to hear that you are finding benefit with your beta blocker...with no undesirable side effects. This is great progress!
However, sorry to hear about
your health anxiety stuggles and overall feeling of doom. I understand how this feels, and it is no fun to say the least.:(
Here are some book recommendations for health anxiety and fear of death. You may find these very helpful for what you are going through currently.
Books for overcoming Health Anxiety:
http://www.amazon.com/Overcoming-Health-Anxiety-David-Veale/dp/1845298241
http://www.amazon.com/Treating-Health-Anxiety-Cognitive-Behavioral-Approach/dp/1572309989
Here also are some links for health anxiety self help. These are very effective, and practice of the suggested exercises daily will bring about relief.:)
Health Anxiety - A Self Help Guide:
http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/hypochondria/pages/introduction.aspx
Helping health Anxiety
http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/resources/infopax.cfm?Info_id=53
Health Anxiety- The Super Scanner
http://www.get.gg/docs/SuperScanner.pdf
Keep posting with us as well. We understand and are here to support!
S.C.