Posted 9/18/2015 10:58 PM (GMT 0)
J.Griff,
I know the feeling buddy, just remember that you're not alone. I'm a good person and haven't wronged anybody. I always help out whenever I can but why do I have to go through this? At 27 I feel like my life has been taken from me. I can't drink alcohol anymore, I'm on the edge, I feel scared of taking the medication and fear what's in the future. You know what though? I'm going to do everything in my power to get myself better and never give up. I may not be able to go back to the old me but that's fine. The biggest thing that I've learned from this is spending the time learning to accept what's going on rather than try to question it. The longer you dwell on why and what has happened to you the deeper down the hole you go. I'm on my third day of Lexapro and feel like crap and never thought that there would be a day I would need to take medication like this. But if it means that this could possibly help me get my mind on track and progress so that I can be a better husband to my wife and a better son to my parents then you know darn well that I'm going to do my best. I hope this helps you in some way and I wish you the best in starting the Zoloft.
Aloha,
-AK