Hello and welcome.:)
You have been advised well by Hibee, and I echo his advice regardig seeking therapy to further your recovery!
I also agree that checking our Resources and trying the self help coping skills for anxiety management will really help. Here is the link below for easy access.
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
I hope you will continue to post with us. We care, understand and support is key...so talk with us anytime.;)
Scaredy Cat