Posted 9/29/2015 10:50 PM (GMT 0)
I know I just posted yesterday that my doc says my anxiety is to blame for my shortness of breath, teeth clinching, jaw twinges, feeling on edge and about to burst, etc. How can one word hold so much misery???? I've come to realize that my head just doesn't want to accept what I've been told. I clinch my teeth and my jaws and they both teeth hurt so I must have a serious heart problem and gonna drop dead from a heart attack. I just know it. All I can think of is my mom that now has a stent in her right artery. My PVCs are through the roof which doesn't help. I don't feel like myself. Lack of sleep certainly doesn't help either. That always makes anxiety worse for me. I really just want to feel like a normal person again but am not sure I even remember what that feels like. It's almost time to head home anyway so I will curl up with my cats and a glass of wine. Thanks for listening to me vent and get these feelings out.