So the cardiologist said my heart sonogram and 24 hour monitor was all normal. She said I didn't have to come back for 6 months but called me an hour later and said I need a stress test lol. I don't know why.
Plus my blood work came back and says I have gout
and high uric acid. So I'll be seeing a Nutritionist next week. As well as my psychologist. She put me on Hydroxyzine and I did not like it at all. She refuses to put me back on xanax even though it works for me. All my medical records show I'm not addicted or abusing it. So I'll see what she says when I see her. I know my heart is fine but I'm still scared. I wish I could just accept what they said and let it go. I found out my brother is having a baby and instead of being happy I was pissed. Because I thought I'm here going through all this and as bad as I want a family. I'll never have one because I can't even get through a week without breaking down. I was so ashamed of how I felt. Please don't think I'm not I am I just felt everything hit me at once. It's so hard to explain to family when you feel like this.This site is like a life line for me.