Xanax ,Ativan generic lowest dose not helping

Friends ,
Looks like I am having major breakdown today ,won't be here next few days ,sorry about that but now thinking to change my meds ..
Lexapro generic,Zoloft or Celexa...which one worked for you or Paxil.

I do not know anymore as I do not attend therapy as my therapist makes me talk and hate to hear myself aloud.
She rarely speaks much and no help I see in seeing her.
Talking makes me more anxious.

I am sick and tired of this.
What should I do..it's a major breakdown and I do not have any insurance so can't check into ER either.
Meds can only do so much but my doc keeps on trying lowest dose and thinks I am doing fine and wants to stop all meds cold turkey as he thinks I look better and can survive without any depression pills.
I am having serious thoughts about credentials of my doc as how they assess psychiatric patients is questionable ,if ppl fake illness or feeling fine they just take your word .
I am finding docs and meds are not helping and I listen to what they say .
I do not offend any docs but they seem to miss my proper diagnosis .
What should I do....

Hi Cilly

I agree looking for an other therapist would be a good idea I had to change therapist a couple of time before finding one which i clicked with.

Imo Lexapro is a good option but chat things through with your doctor.

Hibee