xtie said...
I have had my heart checked as my palpitations get really bad that they give me valium injections because I've had racing heart that lasted two all night and into the next day. Dr said if it's like that and he isn't tgere to go to er and get a shot. It's a terribleffeeling but having a panic attack that long is torture. It feels like they come in waves one panic attack after another. .arghh don't want to even think about it.
I understand xtie and I am sorry you are needing to deal with this. Suppressed memories, triggers, needing to relive the past can be horrible. I never had valium injections but there were times I took over the prescribed dose of Klonopin (clonazepam) by 3 or 4 pills to try and remain in control (I would let my Dr. know when I did this). If I didn't do this I lost all rational thought.
Xtie, know that it can get better. For me, it took 10 years working with Psychiatrists, Psychotherapists, Klonopin (clonazepam) and a spiritual aspect to finally find peace and calm in my life. You can find it too.