Posted 10/27/2015 1:50 PM (GMT 0)
Today is a good day for me. I was so crabby and just angry yesterday. I do not like me when I am like that, but I am running a med check to see if my sleeping pills not being taken are the cause of that. I am free to stop and start the sleeping pills as I please, my pdoc knows that if I need them I will take them, so he okay with this being done. I stopped them for a week and did not sleep much at all. When I was sleeping it was so broken up that it didn't count as sleep really. In total last week I got 3 hours of sleep a night, sometimes less. I am back on the med and got 5 or 6 hours sleep last night. So I will stick with the pills. I am staring to calm myself down easier as well so I am feeling so much better. This time of year is never easy for me, but I will beat this yearly anxiety issue and make my families and my life easier. I am proud to say that this year's bout has not put me in bed or kept me from doing anything regular in my life! I will not do that to myself or my family anymore as long as I can help it. It gets easier. I can promise everyone.