I'm seeing myself in the border of poverty and ir terrifies me

I'm not rich or anything, but lately I can't stop thinking about me almost in misery, not having even for yhe basic needs, like food and health. It makes me feel very very anxious and it worries me a lot. I have a job and I feel I'm going to lose it, I'm going to get sick and I won't be abld to buy medicine. That I won't be able to use transports (?). It's horrible :/. I feel it's so close.

Are you still teaching?
You have had these thoughts and fears many times and you always come out on top,
I do Pray for you, your going to be fine, Peace

Larry ***