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Posted 1/12/2016 12:47 AM (GMT 0)
So yesterday was good. I did a few things and felt good about things. Today dad and son stayed home from school and work. Son had fever and dad over did it yesterday. Aunt went to work and is now off work and home sick with this stomach thing. So here I am locked away in my bedroom. Again..... We all live in a 3 bed 1 bath house. I am starting to hate living with my family. 5 people and 1 bath is normally a mess now with 5 people and 1 bath that is used for all this is hell for me. I am not as anxious as I was day before yesterday as I kind of figured she would come up with it, but now they want a note before my son can go back to school and I have no way to get him to the doc until the 29th. The local urgent care won't write him a note as he no longer has the illiness. Oh Lord what am I going to do now? Ugh these things are the reason I am down and anxious so much. Maybe being a mom isn't for me......
Posted 1/12/2016 1:10 AM (GMT 0)
Of course it is...

...but no one said it would be easy! Parenting is not for the faint if heart!!

You are doing great...this has just been a really rough week for all of you!

It will pass...hang in there...

Hugs and healing!

S.C.
Posted 1/12/2016 7:50 AM (GMT 0)
Common Jess you know better than that, get out and walk a little even in the snow, just break the monotony. Peace

Larry ***
Posted 1/12/2016 9:36 AM (GMT 0)
Thank you Larry and S.C,

I was so down and sad about so many things that I just flooded over. I love my son and I would die inside and out if he were gone. I have always wanted to be a mom and it has never been easy but this past week had been really hard for me, so I am going to live in the moment and just know that I am doing the best that I can each and every day. Thank you both again.
Posted 1/12/2016 11:09 PM (GMT 0)
Jess, i still remember how much i Love my Mother, she was everything to me, boys seem to be an extension of Mothers heart and sole, "be nicer to yourself, your talking about His Mommie"! Peace

Larry ***
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