Posted 2/18/2016 11:22 PM (GMT 0)
I'm numb and it's quiet
Not one sound
But it isn't quiet enough to silence these thoughts in my head
I want. to cry and I am trapped by misery's thread
I want to feel joy, I want to feel love
But all I can feel is my boiling blood
Tell me how I'm going to keep my sanity
When all that blossoms in my brain is catastrophe
Tell me how I won't blow my head
When I can't seem to stop the fear of dying when going to bed
I rest my eyes but I'm far from peace
All I want is a little sleep
And some magic sun
that will blow away all this chaos inside of me
And it'll all be done
I don't mean to be depressing this is just my way of expression