Posted 8/17/2016 5:14 PM (GMT 0)
Ugh! Yes! Those feeling of not wanting to go out or drive. Boo!! I decided not to go with beta blocker right now, only because I'd hate to have to wean off that to go on lex.
I just got back from a two week vacay, and I had a decent time. I am just not fully functioning, still. I mean after two years, I'm expecting more.
On top of everything, I am starting an occasional position at the hospital (a position that I've wanted for almost a year now). I'm thinking it will be good for me to get out there an connect with people on a somewhat daily basis, but of course, I'm nervous about all other aspects. Since I'm self employed with my design business, I can chose when I work and can cancel of need be. Not so much at the hospital. I will say, I made it through orientation and computer training on Monday and only used half of a half of Xanax, haha.
If I start the lex, I will let you know everything! I already decided that if I was to start, I'm only starting with 2.5 mg (which I'm prescribed 5 mg to start with). I did get the script filled though. Of course I'm FREAKED OUT! But we are going to Disney in November, so I really need to decide what is going to happen cause I don't want to be anxious at the happiest place on earth. And I don't want a repeat of what happened on the way home from Florida two years ago (giant panick attack that started this whole bout).
I am wishing you the best in your start up Park!! You are so brave and I'm super proud of you. Please let me know if I can help you out in anyway.