Posted 8/24/2016 8:39 PM (GMT 0)
HELP!!!
So today I was at a friend's house and she had cut her hair for charity and (don't ask why) we were just stupidly playing with these neat, straight sections of hair put together in groups and tied for this hair donating organisation. The right amount she needed. We all had a few and was just staring at it, saying stuff like "its so weird!" and all was going well until the elastic band flung off. Luckily the others were turned away but as I tried to pick up the scattered hairs they crumpled up and got knotted, messy and frizzy. Feeling dizzy I stuffed them into my pocket and dismissed myself to the bathroom. I locked myself in and took them out and I was panicking so much! My hands were shaking, I felt faint and so scared and was convinced I was having a panic attack. So what did I do? The worst thing imaginable. I wrapped the now messy, massive clump of hair and wrapped it in toilet roll and FLUSHED IT. DOWN THE TOILET. What was I thinking? It's going to clog the toilet and they're gonna find out! I can't believe it, it was for charity and really important. I decided not to tell her which is probably ok.
To make it even worse, the rest of the day all I wanted to do was go home so once the anxiety had passed off I resorted to making myself vomit! I never do anything like that but I kept trying just so that I could escape and go home.
Please comfort me anyone, it's been weighing me down all day and whenever someone says my name I start to panic. Help!!