Posted 12/12/2016 4:25 PM (GMT 0)
I use this title of a book because I feel like this, first of all, things with my mother haven't been good this time, she gets very angry at me and then she starts to cry saying that she feels useless because she can't help me,but still she just gets even more angrier when I tell her I don't want to study for a test because I know the fear won't let me do it well, and second of all, in the race against anxiety I felt like I was winning, like the goal was at a 100 km away, still a long way but at least closer than before and even after that, I feel like somebody just came and broke all of my parts, cause I feel numb, unable to be happy, unable to wish, unable to live, unable to know who to ask help to.