Hello and welcome!
We are glad you've reached out here, beause support is always helpful!
Choosing to discontinue your med is a vey personal decision...so we will encourage you in whatever you feel most comfortable with.
Making list of pros and cons can be helpful...as can reminding yourself that the current discomfort you are feeling from your step down is temporary.
Practicing coping skills as you have been doing is key...so keep up the good work!
I also encourage you to check out our Resources at the top of the main forum page here for great self help material and tools that you may helpful as well.
Post with us anytime for encouragement and support!
Scaredy Cat