Hi Sunny,
I am sorry to hear of your struggles currently.
Lexapro can be an activating medication...initially causing an increase in anxiety...
...but if you can hang in there...you will likely end up with an Rx that will perform well for you.
Use your rescue med as needed during your start up period...as well as working self help coping skills. See our Resources at the top of the main forum page here for great material!
Keep posting with us as well for encouagement and support. 😊
Scaredy Cat