Posted 5/5/2017 8:51 PM (GMT 0)
It has been a hard week - but not for anxiety. I saw my doc on the 24th. We increased my Zoloft to 100 mg. I'm now down to 0.5 mg of Xanax with three more tapers to go. Anxiety and panic is virtually gone - no vomiting in the morning. Work is getting better. I'm doing really well again and almost 100% functional.
It has been a hard week however. I really got into it with my fiance. I'm just sick of his son's mother inserting herself into our relationship, the job situation for him is really bad and he really has to get a solid career going and fast. He's 35 years old with nothing to show for it. I'm a white collar woman and I expect to have a white collar man as well. I'm not going to be the one pulling in all the money and supporting him for the rest of my life. He's going to try and get back into school and go the software engineer route, but I have to actually see this happen - not just him talking about it. The ring has come off my finger for the last three days and I haven't put it back on yet. I want to, I love him, but I can't make a promise to marry him if x, y and z are not in place. Just hoping there is some way we can work this out.