Hey everyone hope you all are doing well. Today was going fine did work out in the garden everything was going really well nothing of big concern. However around late 11pm hot flashes and shooting pain began to start at the back of my head and neck (I have had this issue for about
2 years now and when it first started to develop they were to the point where I had to go to the hospital), but it really started to get bad out of nowhere and it hasn't hurt like this in a while. I am really scared and am in full panic mode. Now my mind is going all over the place and I can't get myself to calm down.
My thoughts are racing at light speed as it is proposing millions of ways that I am in danger. Part of it is I am genuinely scared of these pains coming back and two is much more of a irrational side of me, but I need to address it. Since I garden a lot I fear getting water from the nose up my nose and if you ever seen my other posts you know what I am referring to (if not it's about
Brain Amoeba) and I understand it is SUPER RARE to get but my mind won't stop. It is coming up with ideas that since used a hose with a shower attachment and the wind blew it in my face and I got some water droplets in my nose (although I made sure to blow my nose anyway, but yah know anxiety/ panic doesn't remember that detail) therefore I have Brain Eating Amoeba. I know it is faulty logic trust me I do. I feel silly for always posting concerns over this, but I know I need to get a outside force to tell me it's okay. Straight to the point my thoughts just won't stop and the pain won't either.
Just scared and I do not know what to do or say to help myself calm down and breath.
Thanks
Post Edited (BobaFett27) : 7/11/2017 12:15:20 AM (GMT-6)