TIH,
I am sorry to hear of the rough time you are currently in.
Ironically A/D's often cause things to get worse...before they start to help.:/
However, if you can hang in there while the med comes up to therapeutic levels, and your system adjusts...
...you can end up with a med that performs well for you!
Using coping skills will help. See our Resources at the top of the main forum page here for great material to work with. Practicing the suggested exercises daily will make a big difference in how you feel.
Of course, only you know your limits...so if things get unbearable...talking with your doctor about
an alternative plan will be in order.
Wishing you the best...keep us updated so we can keep you in support!
S.C.