Okay guys... soI know this might sound crazy, but I need help.
I am terrified right now that I contracted rabies and will be coming down with it soon.
I will preface with this.. this is not the 1st or 2nd time.. but the 4th time I've had this scare...
I went to bed monday night, and was having a really really hard time sleeping, I was having bad dreams and kept feeling like something was breathing down my neck as I slept I kept waking up and falling back asleep... I woke up to what felt like something was biting my foot at like 2 am... I felt around with my foot.. felt my husbands foot and fell back asleep.
The next day.. i remembered the incident and started searching around the bed as well as looking at my foot to see if there was anything. Here is the thing, I am a photographer, so just 2 days before I was trapesing through high grass with thorns, and just that evening I was down on the beach on the rocks photographing. Well.. of course I see 2 holes that resemble what I think is a bat bite.. one hole is small one is larger... so now I've convinced myself that a rabid bat got in and bit me in the middle of the night.. and left without a trace...
There is a small hole that the cable guy drilled to run a cable into our room... now... the hole was covered with cobwebs in the inside running across it.. if a bat came through that.. certainly those wouldn't be there right? Exactly... I've tried to talk myself out of it.. but my brain keeps telling me I felt a bite, and I see small holes....
Can someone talk more sense into me? I keep trying to but keep slipping backwards.
BTW, I have gone to therapy before, I know I have a hypochondriact and majorly creative mind... but sometimes I feel alone :/... My husband is super supportive but can't really talk me out of it, cause he doesn't understand it, and honestly.. I don't expect him to be able to... so any support from my fellow anxiety-ridden friends would help...