So the past few days have been rough. I had a panic attack or two on Thursday. Ever since then I’ve been an anxious and a nervous wreck. I feel like I’m holding it all in and just want to go crazy. I feel shaky even though sometimes I’m not shaky. I just feel like a crazy person, this makes me incredibly sad. I hate this feeling and just want to be normal again.
I’m anxious but if I take my meds 1/4 of a .25 mg of xanax I’m sleepy.
I’m trying to stay up here at work but couldn’t definitely use a nap which I won’t get here or when I’m at home.
The good news is I found a counselor that specializes in anxiety here in SA however she is out of network so it’s too expensive to see her. I’m thinking of going back to my previous counselor. I just hate this rollercoaster I’m on.