Perhaps ask her about
switching your Lorazepam Rx for Vistaril. Vistaril (hydroxyzine) is a prescript
ion antihistamine taken off label for acute anxiety/panic that is not habit forming.
It is not as fully effective as a benzo...but the trade off is no risk...so, it is worth a try IMO.
Also, you may be far enough into your recovery that you really benefit from this med, even if it is not as strong. Sometimes the mental safery net is just what you need.
S.C.