S.G.
Hello and welcome! We are glad you've joined us though sorry to hear it is due to returning anxiety challenges.
This is an exciting time in your life...with your new family, and all the wonderful experiences that brings...so well done on reaching out for the help you need, so you can enjoy it!
If you are looking to avoid using an Rx again...then therapy and/or self help are going to be your best tools for anxiety management.
Have you tried either thus far?
You can ask your doctor for a refrral to a therapist...and you can check out great self help material in our Resources at the top of the main forum page here to get started right away.
Talking with others who understand is also key, so keep posting with us if you find it helpful!
Talk soon,
S.C.