Don't know why...

...i am so anxious this morning. i guess some mornings are just like this. i am going to get a haircut today. and then coming home (my safe space). i'm also worrying about having enough time to do everything today. perhaps i won't need a nap or will only take a short one. i know i try and control time and have things i think i HAVE TO DO most days. when the reality is, i have 1, 2 or 3 hours later in the afternoon when i am just bored. this is supposed to be retirement! i slept til 7 today; i usually get up at 5:30 or 6 on a good day. so i'm left with this feeling of time being smushed.

i just needed to write this out and know someone will read it. it always helps me to write things out. thanks for reading. feedback encouraged.

everything worked out fine, i even had some time to do some writing practice. i am sitting here playing Spades on the computer, which I find very relaxing. hope your day went well too.

Some people feel anxious at times when starting out the day when they know they have a lot that they need to get done on that day.