Just Anxiety

I understand the phone thing.

I once put off calling someone by about two years, I'll say, because of that situation.

Does this also play a part in not seeing a medical person about your conditions, which you list as bipolar, anxiety and depression?

In a way, this is an early warning of what is going on and your refusal to address it, as I see it. This is actually a plus in disguise, in that it is a golden opportunity to address and possibly get over this hurdle. To actually grow up. You are completely ignoring that.

It's the water system that counts. It's the fact that you cannot make a phone call is all that matters. The overall scope of things is not there. The fact that you could get better is not there. The fact that all of this is under your control is not there. You are a completely helpless individual. Who told you that? Find that person.

This is more than not making a phone call situation.

This is an untreated bipolar, anxiety and depressive condition, in my view.

You're not taking care of yourself, as I did for many decades, under parental prompting.

Were you taught not to take care of yourself as a child, as I was? Were you taught to be negative as a child, as I was?

Is there anything we can do to help you with this?