Today is the day I have to leave for Chicago to take Hubby to hospital, I am freaking out, the last week has been terrible for anxiety and stress it is coming at me from all ways. I am so worried about
him but shame on me that I cant help but be worried about
me to if I can stay at the hospital for the 8 hours what if I have a panic attack there,How fast can I get to my car etc etc I guess I am feeling guilty for not just concentrating on getting hubby better, I will have to stay in a hotel for 3 days the traffic is horrible I am sorry I guess I am just being selfesh, last 2 times he was in the hospital for 4 and 10 days we lived in Chicago and I did much better. HELP don't think I can make it.I do have my laptop so I can check in here it always makes me feel better.