I have struggled with anxiety for about
the last year, but I have really been getting better. I actually forgot my password for healingwell- so that is a good sign. But all of a sudden out of nowhere I was getting a pedicure today and the panic came on. I could feel my foot shaking I really almost got up to leave, I felt dizzy and fidgety, I couldn't breath, I felt very tense. I do not know why this is coming back. It devastates me. The only thing I have changed is drinking alcohol. I took a long time off, but I have been drinking heavily again. I have actually been having major blackouts during which I do crazy things(out of character). I did some research and figured out that the blackouts could be from drinking on top of my medication Wellbutrin XL. I decided a few days ago that I would stop drinking and change my medication to what my doctors have been suggesting Cymbalta. I don't think Wellbutrin has given me true relief, I have been struggling and I have been on it for 9 months. I am very skinny and sickly looking. Well, I had to take a Xanax and I have to go to dinner tonight with friends and I am devastated and worried. Has anyone experienced this?
Post Edited (aquarias) : 3/30/2007 4:58:24 PM (GMT-6)