It is beginning to be summer again and I am again getting depressed. I hate hot weather.
My sons go away often on week-ends so am alone and I get so lonely in the house at night.
I always make plans with friends on these week-ends but I still have to come home to my emply lonely house. And I get scared too. I try to keep busy all week - am looking for a part time job and I do volunteer work which I just started so I haven't had time to get to know anyone yet. And I don't have any friends I can call at 10 PM just to chat. I have thought about calling a depression hotline but am afraid they will think I am suicidal which I definitely am not. I know I can watch TV or read but it still doesn't help. Does anyone out there get so lonely like this? I would sure love to hear from you and how you cope. I would love to hear from anyone! I think it would make me feel more connected to the world.
Thanks.