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Posted 6/6/2007 1:06 AM (GMT 0)
It is getting closer to Friday, and now I am really getting scared and panicy. I am constanly shking, and can not sit still. I am taking PRNS when I ned to. I just wish this trieal was over already. I knnow I am not going because I did something wrong, but it is the first time, after many sexual abuse to me, that I am standing up for me. I just don't know how I am going to be able to come home Friday, and know he will be upstairs, as I kjnow they can't evict him that day. Any suggestions or thought are welcome.

                        Butterfly Fairy

Posted 6/6/2007 3:02 AM (GMT 0)
Dear Butterfly,
I understand why you are afraid and I am so sorry but after court, he may not come home, maybe he will go somewhere else, like apartment hunting.
Also he is not going to be stupid enough to come to your apartment and get into more trouble or he would have tried by now. Take someone home with you that can stay the night with you. How about your friend. Or go stay at you families. Have them bring you home to make sure your apartment lock works.
Call your brother to come and be there when you get home. Ask for a police escort to your apartment or someone from the courts to take you home? Ask for what you meed, sweetie.
I am going ask you now to promise me that you will not harm yourself as you are a worthy person and you did no wrong.
Remember our talk and you said never again. I am trusting you on that one.
Posted 6/6/2007 3:50 AM (GMT 0)
Kitt,

         I proise I won't come home and hurt myslef. I promised you never again, and I meant it.

                 Butterfly

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