Carol each post you write I tear up. But I believe it is what I was searching for, to know it isn't me and that others truly have gone through this. That the warnings of suicide are real - and I am...
Thank you for the insight. I am sorry "him" lost the battle and fear my "him" will too someday. He has a passive death wish, he tells me almost daily. I wonder how long before it goes from passive to...
the 4th or 5th time in as many months he has had to leave. A simple request (realizing no such thing with him) about[b] a blatant lie in which I was screamed at repeatedly for 30 minutes earlier in...