hi coming from a person who suffers from bi polar 1 with depression and hypomania ive made my poor husbands life hell sometimes. but uts a disease if it were cancer or another type of illness people...
sometimes i can feel this overwhelming sense of desperation, the two lives i have living in complete seperation. cant get along enough to keep my thoughts quiet, and thats when all these emotions...
oh and im 33 with a 12 year old and married to highschool sweetheart for 13 years...
yes actually i was just diagnosed with bi polar1 with depression and hypo mania , whew sounds worse then it is right anyways i dont go back alllllllll the way until monday, and they'll do tests first...
im actually going to the dr. on mon so they can do bloodwork ,ekgs and tests to see whats goin on and try an antiphysicotic/schizopprenia medication on me thats suppoosed to be be benefecially formy...
i can feel the onset of my depression by my thoughts there not normal,full of dread and worries of things that will happen 10 yrs from now.i feel my energy slip alil more and then its that one...
/community/emoticons/skull.gif im a first timer to this site and i guess ill use it as a journalish type thing if anyone responds they do if not at least im releasing my own inner demons. so im...
i really never realized how hard it was to get help with this disease. even online and local support groups. i found a dr. and spent money for him to tell me im not getting enough sleep. when i...
thanks for replying back jaimiee didnt really expect anyone to i know it wont stay dark forever cause i have been in the light,ive seen it but for now its gone...
/community/emoticons/cry.gif this is my first time on this site and i hope its somewhere to vent ,and express yourself otherwise another one bites the dust. if anyone knows of any good sites let me...