I just want you to know you're not alone. After reading your post I realized we are in very similar relationships. I have had some other issues but for the most part I understand how you're feeling....
I know you say don't waste my time but sometimes he really acts like he cares. So does he care? Is he capable of making the necessary changes in order to have a normal life? I know these questions...
I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend since December of 2009. It's been an up hill battle. I didn't realized until after I found out i was pregnant with our son that he had a serious problem....