I hate it when I get jealous. It consumes me and I can't break out of it. It's a monster that inhabits my body and mind and wants revenge. I act out and seek vengeance. I went to visit my boyfriend...
When I found out I had bipolar I was like you...a lot of things that hadn't made sence before clicked together. I have had many different medications and combos of meds. This is normal. It takes the...
It takes about 6 weeks to be effective because of the slow titrate up. The rash is very uncommon. I've been on lamictal for about 5 years. Sometimes it makes me slowed down and spacey but I've been...
Hey Liz...glad you came to to the bipolar party. We celebrate and commiserate. It's a great place to share. What's it like having bp and growing up with a sister that has bp. What was your age of...
Have you tried those lights that mimic sunlight for patients who suffer from seasonal affective disorder? You could have the benefit of happy yellow sunshine mood but no burn....
It's so hard to accept things when they are seemingly impossible. If i cant do battle with it, then I have to let go and allow myself to meld with it awful as it is but knowing it won't last forever....
Yesterday I smashed a couple of old coffee cups into the side of a cast iron bathtub that was stuck in the weeds alongside the cottage. It was a stupendous release...like shooting a rock thrown high...
Ok so I did get rebellious...hey I'm a southern girl...and went off half the meds for a few days. I'm angry, frustrated and want to be manic. I called the podcast and told him what I was doing. He...
I am on a lot of meds...I am on this current med cocktail: Lamictal 300mg. Topamax 200mg. Wellbutrin 300mg Seroquel 350mg Geodon 3 blue and white capsules per day can't remember dosage Klonipin 3mg...
Yay! I've had 2 and 1/2 years sober 4 times in a row with relapses in between. This last time I had 9 months and relapsed for ten days...now I have thirty days. I have a history of self - medicating...
Hey Mogli! I remember you too! You are a faithful one!...
I too left an emotionally abusive man on the fly. I left while he was at class and packed my car. I was almost finished when he drove up because he said he got a lunch break that day. Talk about...
Hi everybody! I'm sure there are lots of new folks on here sense I visited last. I had to change my password because my email address changed. Don't know if any of the old timers would remember me....