After 12 years of marriage, after all that we went thru, the ups and downs and all those moment of madness.... my husband told me that's nothing more he can do or wants to do. He wants to end this,...
iosthusband if you can be patient enough, she will come back to you and that's If you don't mind. We are all the same you know. And for the dark option, I can't say for your wife, but I normally said...
This is normal for a BP person. it's a cycle that comes and goes. If you think this will stop, you are so wrong. my husband goes thru this for more than a decade with me and is still on going. Scary?...
Hey l0sthusband I don't know how put this to you as I really hope things would better for you guys than my situation. This up and down thing with your wife ain't gonna stop anytime soon. We BPs are...
l0sthusband I so glad for you . Thing seems positive and improving. I know it's hard on you, very very tiring and emotional draining. Trust me, you will have good karma. I can imagine you and my...
I am extremely sensitive to words used and thing said . I get upset when certain terms are used on me. my husband tried to downplay it by telling people ain't meant much but we all know it's means...
Hi UA, what exactly is mindfulness? is it some form of meditation? I actually tried practicing mediation but of obviously I am not there yet. A practice told me my mind is messing up my body and I...
At the bottom of my cycle I ever went into a 12hr sleep and refuse to get off my bed. being awake depressed me even more knowing it wasn't going to get better that day. When I gets into that mood...
At times I am concern of my constant drifting. I tell myselves it's just day dreaming and fantasy tho doc is more concern to that. Yes , he did mentioned antipsychotic and assured me it's for bi...
I am happy for you now that you have another chance to rebuild your marriage . Frankly, reading your post is such dejavu for me. It certainly reminds me of myselves and my husband. We been thru this...
I have been drifting off my mind recently. I would see myselves in my twenties (am 41 yr now) in my high sch hanging out with people whom are in reality just acquaintances to me. At times people...
Hi TS If you trust me, being a bi polar patient myselves, even if you work it out this time, it will happen again. This is what I go thru every cycle and this is what my husband of a decade goes thru...
Hi 1984, sometimes it's possible that one already have bi polar without knowing if it's not diagnosed. I have been struggling with depression all my life but someone in this forum actually commented...
I personally feels material destruction is still not the worst. me too, breaks things and smash things all the times. But I've damaged much worst things that can't be replaced or repaired. I have...
Hi James, you really need to seek professional help if you are even contemplating living with such a relationship. it's better to know what's coming your way then to realised later it's beyond you....
I know this cycle that comes and go. Frankly the last 4 months was the longest period of sanity I ever had for a long time. I almost thought it there is a chance I could get out of it. It was never...
nicecupoftea, just to share with you I almost always felt beyond help whenever my cycle takes over me. just like you, i feel that everyone is giving up on me because i wear them out eventually. in...
Tom, I would like to remind you that even if you cross this hurdle, whatever you have went thru will come back again. living with people like us will always be mentally draining but we can be good at...
I did this to my husband of 10 years. can't remember how times I tried to divorce him. can't remember how many times I tried to leave him on my own. There are times when I am normal and would really...
Dear Kayleen Have you ever had any prior experience with a depressed person? Can you and what makes you think you can handle a depressed person over time? There are too many instances when the...
Try to exercise it off. When I go bonkers, that's what I do. I would swim god know how long until I can move my legs anymore. it works for me best when I swim, because all I hear it my own breathing...
we had an argument, I screamed at him and he called me crazy. I lost it, stomp towards him and I struck him, twice on his head and once on his face with my fist. My son stared blank, my daughter...
LifeIsBeautiful , when you marry someone short, she will be short when you marry someone tall, she will be tall when you marry some depress, she will be depress and that's not about to change....
Reading your post is like someone's telling my story, i am in an identical situation except i have 2 children. Even our sleeping ritual is the same. there's no more me in existence just her. But i...