Ah, I went through something similar to what you are going through. My best thoughts and vibes go out to you! Just know that it will get better after a while. At one point my muscles were so cramping...
You sound like your dealing with a lot. Remember, your boy friend treats you well. He is the one that you care about. The most important thing is how you feel about yourself. If you value yourself...
Do what your doctor suggests. However, nothing is bullet proof. I have invasive breast cancer. it is very thin - like jelly - it spreads across the breast. I had many mamos, an many ultrasounds, a...