ok thank you sorry i just kinda needed to vent i wasnt doing very well last night...
ok well i finally got over my ex and well i went to party this last weekend and ended up meeting a girl she told me she was 18 and we kinda of hit it off she ended up kissing me and we ended up...
blah.... update ive been trying to get better.....i would say im deffinetlly better then when i first posted and i would like to thank everyone again for the help...im using that meditation technique...
yeah i wouldnt want to ever do anything against the rules idk what i would do if i couldnt get support from you guys it is seriously a huge stress reliever to be able to talk to you guys and get...
o yeah those are great ideas im gonna try that tonight....idk i did something really stupid last night but i was desperate to make the pain go away....and like yeah i dont think im gonna ever do it...
ok hmmmm i love the meditation idea im gonna try that i dont really no what my word should be though i definitely cant use love because that is the one thing making me the saddest right now.... i...
ok i will thank you again for everything you are a really amazing person!!!! im glad there is people like you in this world i dont know how some of us would make it without people like you!!! i truly...
yeah that sounds like a good idea i dont know why any of those ideas never came into my head...o and the job thing lol i would love to have one as a matter a fact i have applied for close to 60 or 70...
O ok that sounds like a good idea ill try my best to get involved in something! i hate to say it though but most of that stuff costs money and requires me to get my vehicle working again and me to be...
thanking everyone again!! referring to the hobby thing or like something that i enjoy i used to really enjoy bmx'ing but like idk what happened i started getting depressed and then stopped biking and...
thank you again Raniah ive been searching for local free groups and stuff and like the only ones i can find are christian youth groups and stuff like that and ive tried that kinda of thing before too...
well i just finished my english class and well go figure i found a way to depress myself half way into my quiz it started asking question on grammar but i was supposed to be correcting question about...
ok thank you again i appreciate taking time out of your day to comfort me...
yeah sure im about to go back to school for the first time in like a year, in half an hour though....i dont really know where to start to even continue though, my above comment was really just what...
hey guys i really appreciate anyone taking the time to talk to me it really really helps. I have been trying to get help with counseling or to be able to see a doctor but since recently being fired...
Ok first off im really new to this so i dont really know where to start but here is the jist of my most recent depression.... ive been crying for almost 3 hours now and i dont see a stop to it...