Well whats done is done.....my gf and i are over for the time being....im ok.....the last few days have been interesting and hard....but i was taken so suddenly by this new faith i have found in...
I did call and yes you are correct...they never returned my phone calls.....so i dont know what to do now i just sorta deal with whats going on and thats about it.......im still loook for a therapist...
it was i dunno several months after....i mean maybe we fought a few times but i dunno....it was so hard to even look at the envolopes they came in let alone read.....i mean i can deal with the...
Hmm ya we have a goods and our bad days...yesterday we fought for no real reason....she was just irritable i guess said she was having a bad day and stuff but she was only like that with me...short...
Ya...your right i shouldnt read to much into what people say because what you said is true...she does have alot on her plate.... i did get the chance to talk with her about it and ya its all ok...i...
Wow....talk about a change in pace.....everything is going good for the most part....but a part of me it seems like i am replaceable to my gf thats how i feel anyway.....and in a way she makes me...
Hey everyone just wanted to let you all know that everything is going good been having some net problems at my end so being on the net will at time be sporatic but besides that hope everyone is doing...
You both are so right... tonight we met... she asked me some questions about some issues i had with that friend that was formerly in the picture...... i had the courage to tell her everything despite...
ok so tonight around 5ish my time i went to the park to meet with my gf...to tell her about my problem since she didnt know....i told her everything how i hurt inside how i dislike and resent...
Absolutely.... i feel alot better today....knowing that im not so alone any more....thanks everyone, ill make sure to keep you all informed of whats going on....
With all the support from you Kitt and you Raniah its been a big help i woke up feeling better this morning jsut knowing that when i got on i knew that i would have some advice and support waiting to...
ok so now anther thing as i write this..i cant help but cry.... just the idea of me wishing to be forgiven by my gf brings tears to my eyes....i just want to be forgiven.....i want to tel the...
Me to.....but lookng over them, i cant help but notice that i cant talk to a real person like i can here and get real feedback......so i dont know.....ill give it a try though...
Thanks Karen i really appreciate all the help that im getting here from everyone...
will do...
thank you ill keep posting if u keep in touch...
You are very right im happy with what i have said and stuff....now i just need to explain myself better to my gf......also i freaked out a week or so ago when she tried to get on my comp then she...
she was so upset i have no idea i lied about the messages when she first found em...i know she was hurt that i was talking to that friend....and stuff so yea i did however call that person last night...
Ya i told her that i thought we were over......
Ya....this whole fight that happened yesterday was bad it all came from the fact that i thought we were over after new years thats how bad that fight was.....i heard things and thought she was moving...
Find a hobby. something to take your mind off things. its hard i've been there several times with my gf not exactly the same but close to it...turn to all of us here at HW we will help you....i've...
Thank you so much Raniah.... i think you are right... i should talk to her about what im feeling i mean there is so much more that i feel though.....like my father ( this is part of my problem) i...
that it is so true it feels good to be heard... and what you said is true i cant give to others what i dont have......i think i have both of those problems its hard to be cared for and i put others...
it has always been my girl friend and i've tried to a few times but she doesnt get it and im not sure what to do at this point we have decided not to speak for 5 days considering we got into a rather...
Well im going to school to become an EMT right now.....good qualities........im always on time.....i care alot about people.....i love with not just my heart but my entire soul...the last time i...
Doctor is a no go i cant afford professional help.....i've tried to reach out to other loved ones beside my girl friend but they just dont take me seriously...i tell them i need help im hurting on...
well i feel like im letting all my loved ones down like im falling short..... i dont meet the expectations of the ones i really care about......i keep doing small things to mess up my relationship...
Hey super, I've been there to with the girlfriend thing....i've been on and off with mine for almost 2 years..... and its hard.... just remember if its ment to be then it will happen....i've gone...
I'm really new to this but and i've recognized that i need some help, i finslly got the courage to come out and say it after two weeks of being on the site.....so ya anyways im not happy with who i...